I Hate You

I hate it when you talk to me
I hate it when you don't.
I hate it when I'm with you
And I hate it when I'm not.
I hate it when you look at me
I hate it when you don't.
I hate that I'm not out with you
I hate that you want to be out with me.
I hate it when you talk about her
I hate that I don't hate you
And the fact that I think I like you.
I don't want to like you
I don't want to go through that again
I don't want to be ignored by you
But I'll ignore you
To try and hate you once more
Why do I not hate you!?!